Just started my career mode this past week. Was sent out on loan to Dundee FC (I think it was). Didn't know I could refuse

So I spent a whole season there and when I returned they wanted to send me on loan again but I refused all loan offers
Now I'm starting pretty much all games, I'm rated 77.
For some reason I start most games in the wrong position though and it seems you no longer can change position of your player (you could in Fifa 12). Bug or what?