I'm very risk averse by nature, so you're probably right. It's difficult to do that and put myself out there, nothing in this world is more difficult to me than that

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There's just so much shit right now. 24 Years old with a shit job with no possible room for advancement, loans amounting to more than I make in a year. I'll probably be living with my parents until my very late 20s too, and that's being hopeful. And perhaps best of all, I could very easily see myself remaining a virgin until I die, so that's fun too

. And this isn't even touching upon what's going on in the world right now, though I don't have control over that. It just hits me all at once sometimes and really makes me depressed.
Thanks though bro