It's even more obscene than that. The way that the science is working out with amino acids, objects in the Oort cloud of the solar system, and their impact chemistry, you start to realize that it seems much harder to suppress life in this universe than it is to encourage it.
Kind of off topic, but why has it become trendy for every putz with a microphone to want to hang out at Chernobyl these days? Really, enough already.

Better.
I'm not sure how conscious or cognitively aware you or anyone might be in those last moments... that's partly the issue.