10 years ago i had alot of boiled up rage and anger, passion and motivation bursting from the inside out. Strong mental shield, and able to make the darkest of outburst aimed 100% to inflict mental damage onto a person based what his weak spot is, yours is fairly obvious.
The difference between 24 and 34 is that you realise the weight of the words you use and the consequences.
I'm not a racist. I'm just very indifferent and cold when i want to be. Insults for me are 100% about the damage they do, and 0% with meaning what you say.
I'm very different from who you think i am. But you yourself are a bit narrow minded and exclusive when it comes to people you dont like Osman.
My ban post was 100% my getting so mad about Sarri, that i spend 10 minutes writing the most offensive possible phrase, and get banned. It was in hindsight however a fairly idiotic idea, and i've appologised for it. And actually mean it.
Oh and about the KKK remark.
Google "barbell commission". Its a powerlifting brand by Kevin Oak, and is the most widely used recognised brand by african american powerlifters.
(example : larry wheels, russel orhi, bobb, black tom cruise, julius maddox,..)
Would be really strange if a "KKK sympathist" would wear that very brand right ?