I had the longest post-rape shower ever last night. the one where you sit on the floor in the corner clutching your knees into your chest. people kept knocking on the bathroom door to see i'm alright, I wasn't.
It was a tough pill to swallow, I'm still feeling empty, didn't eat all day and it's noon already. Probably the most heartbreaking final lose I went through out of those last 5. It seems sometimes being a Juve fan can take the most out of you, I can't find words of encouragement to give myself let alone to you guys who share the same agony. I don't even know what happened during that last 2nd half, I have no critique or observation, that whole half didn't even register in my brain and I don't think I have it in me to watch it again.
I don't post much but I love you guys, reading this forum daily has been a huge part of my love for this club. I haven't read a single post here yet after the match, couldn't bare it, but I will do so now. I know somehow this place will make me feel a little better and it's something I don't take for granted. Thank you everyone who makes this place and club what it is, a family (dysfunctional one but still).
Stay strong everyone ,our time will come or insert some other bullshit saying, fuck, it hurts