Probably both, I can't say I've met that many people that have stood out to me. I've also noticed that if I start getting feelings for someone I just fall into it too easily. I also, lately, change the way I talk to people when I'm genuinely interested. I think I become too nice (boring) it probably becomes obvious that I'm really scared of fucking it up and overthink everything. You can't put pussy on a pedestal, I can smooth talk a girl I just wanna bang but if I see redeeming qualities in someone and start thinking this could be the one I become a bitch basically. It's strange because I'm actually quite confident otherwise.
Sounds like you might change a little of who you are when you start getting into someone and feel there's something to lose there. That's not an easy habit to break. Wimmen can think you're just being disingenuous.
Sounds like you might change a little of who you are when you start getting into someone and feel there's something to lose there. That's not an easy habit to break. Wimmen can think you're just being disingenuous.
Yeah I'm trying but I think because I had this freak out I was chasing people for the sake of it. Getting invested based on nothing. It is a hard habit to break, especially knowing deep down that I do want someone. Just gotta try and probably have multiple girls I talk to, not just one.
Yeah I'm trying but I think because I had this freak out I was chasing people for the sake of it. Getting invested based on nothing. It is a hard habit to break, especially knowing deep down that I do want someone. Just gotta try and probably have multiple girls I talk to, not just one.
Went out yesterday. For some reason things got little out of hands. Came home today, my God how can a female be so prick D). At least I came home...I saw my ex yesterday...if I'm not totally wrong.
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And made a fucking pasta salad and the pasta was way too al dente!