Trying to stay positive/not dwell on depressing thougts all morning at work, but this has seriously been a shitty morning. Find out just when I start my oldest sister is committed to emergency ward in hospital and its looking bad.
And that my uncle in London just died, dont say this just because he is my relative (frankly dont like half of my huge collection of relatives, mostly strangers to me), but he was seriously the sweetest and most wise man I ever met. Last time I talked to him (last month) he told me he fought prostate cancer and won, and this morning found out they found cancer back of his ear and he died immediately passed away, truly wtf...