I definitely know what are you talking about. Good thing I have friends, whose parents are a bit wealthy, so they have travelled, seen things and experienced different cultures and know that the life quality in other countries is not even comparable to what we have here. I've spent my last 7 summers here in Italy and I'm absolutely loving the country - the food, the weather, the general attitude of people, the football of course, it's all great, but I feel like I'm still missing something. I'm pretty sure I'd get over it once I'd develop a natural social life in here, because I do have friends here and I talk to people, but it's not completely the same as constantly living here, because I don't get the chance to get close enough to those people in just 3 months. If things don't work out as I plan, I always can return to Lithuania, but that to me sounds like "Yeah, say goodbye to your dreams and say hi to this dull reality that you will be facing for the rest of your life".
I'm 17, I guess some people thought I was older.