How old are you anyway? I thought you're way older, lol.
But yeah, I know exactly what you mean. What sad is that it's actually something normal here. When I start raging and when my blood starts boiling once I enter some discussion that goes into that direction (older) people always tell me like '..but get used that, it's been like that forever' or 'you'll have to wait a couple of years before you get some (shit) job'. That kind of talk seriously kills me inside, like what the hell... You're basically losing too many things at this (great) age. Too many things holding you back. Can't really think about any relationship, let alone anything more serious. But of course that's not the only trouble and I'm sure you're aware of that.
But yeah, I know exactly what you mean. What sad is that it's actually something normal here. When I start raging and when my blood starts boiling once I enter some discussion that goes into that direction (older) people always tell me like '..but get used that, it's been like that forever' or 'you'll have to wait a couple of years before you get some (shit) job'. That kind of talk seriously kills me inside, like what the hell... You're basically losing too many things at this (great) age. Too many things holding you back. Can't really think about any relationship, let alone anything more serious. But of course that's not the only trouble and I'm sure you're aware of that.
