Back home and as usual up on the roof for a 2 am cig
Here's the situation, at dinner a few hours ago my family was happy that i decided to leave delhi for good because they thought i would move to Brighton with them. That came as a shock to me because all i ever said to my mum was i'd like her to stay with me for a year or so since ive been away from family since i was 17. I wanted to tell them about my plan of moving to china (AGAIN) but didnt want a big fight on my first day back home
Since my dad's death my big bro has been the man of the family, he got all serious and what not and i never really feel comfortable talking to him. His leave ends in a week so i think i'll wait for him to go back to brighton and then break the news about my china plans
Man this is so screwed up, i should have thought this through. I should have slowly given it a build up because this will be so fucking random for them