No way.

Too shy and unwilling to speak even English let alone Italian lol.
Btw I hated myself since I barely touched Italian for probably 2 months or so. All the motivation gone missing. I returned to it just a couple of days ago and I think my Italian got better.

But I still wish I kept studying.. sometimes it's hard to keep it up, especially when you have nothing to look forward to. So I guess I'll try to keep it up, eventhough I already thought of learning another language.