What a tough evening, just got home from London, not helped by what looks to be another terrorist attack to have hit the city tonight causing problems getting home.
I was in a pub with about 2 or 300 Juve fans, had my 96 CL final shirt which many had embraced and said to me that they hoped it would bring luck and appreciated the reasons behind wearing this to the usual 'black and white' even at 1-0 down we didn't stop believing as we sang our hearts out, when mandzukic scored the scene was absolutely unreal. I dont know what was said or changed at half time but we just didnt click into gear, too many misplaced passes, our forwards were isolated. I wont blame the ref for the defeat but he sure didnt help it, i mean he gave Dybala a fucking yellow after 11 mins for nothing, yet kroos, ramos etc... were whining, play acting, stamping on the players feet on purpose and were lucky to have 11 on the pitch. Cuadrado's red was inexplicable, it just added to the bad taste tonight has left and will remain for a very long time. It was hard to hold back the tears especially one girl who pointed at my shirt and clung onto me as a reminder of how long it has been since we last won it. What I find most upsetting is that i feel its the end of another cycle, it's all too easy to say there is next year, I feel it could be a long while yet.