You're not doing anything to help it, even if tigers are chasing you.
It's clearly a joke you took too seriously and you know what, it would all stop if you ignore it. But since you're struggling, you're just killing yourself. Stop taking things too seriously man. You can always debate about the topic and avoid things you are getting irritated by. Otherwise you'll have a pain here so I suggest you to avoid it and end gay thing once and for all.
If you don't want to, fine, but you're gonna suffer.