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What Are You Doing Right Now? (268 Viewers)
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BT stands for bridge and tunnel I assume? I know that only because I watched a new hbo max show called Bridge and tunnel, set in 80s Long Island and made by Ed Burns.
They pine over New York every episode
They pine over New York every episode
Also dru if you ever wanna hit one oak the manager is a very good friend
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Kyle, when did you get so fucking nihilistic, dude?
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On the real, why are bitches, in Ukraine, working for news companies, rolling around in APCs with full makeup on and fucking skirts like it isn't a warzone? Try some pants and a vest one time rather than a Kevlar helmet two-sizes too big. "When I go out, I want to clash! It will make the combatants know I'm not there to hurt them." Bitch, your boys might get me in a rush, but not before I turn your head into a canoe, get it?
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On the real, why are bitches, in Ukraine, working for news companies, rolling around in APCs with full makeup on and fucking skirts like it isn't a warzone? Try some pants and a vest one time rather than a Kevlar helmet two-sizes too big. "When I go out, I want to clash! It will make the combatants know I'm not there to hurt them." Bitch, your boys might get me in a rush, but not before I turn your head into a canoe, get it?
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@swag @Mark @Marty @Martin @rainhard @Alen @Enron @GordoDeCentral @JuveMafia 4Ever
I'm not being a CHUD, I can't remember why I stopped being a mod here, did I step down or just get weird with shit? I'm sure I was genuinely Solomonic and am not misremembering things at all. I joke, but seriously.
Did I go on some tirade before I was (genuinely) medicated?
I'm not being a CHUD, I can't remember why I stopped being a mod here, did I step down or just get weird with shit? I'm sure I was genuinely Solomonic and am not misremembering things at all. I joke, but seriously.
Did I go on some tirade before I was (genuinely) medicated?
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2007? That's when I was a mod.
Oh sure, you're going to say it should have been 2011, but i know the truth, ham fist.
THOSE KIDS DIED FOR ALL OF US, I wasn't there, but had I been? Pfft. Same outcome, you' know, what do you say to that, BIG GUY?
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Mother fucker, you didn't join until 2013.
Mad love.
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I literally reported your post for being, "mad dope."
Oh sure, you're going to say it should have been 2011, but i know the truth, ham fist.
THOSE KIDS DIED FOR ALL OF US, I wasn't there, but had I been? Pfft. Same outcome, you' know, what do you say to that, BIG GUY?
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Mother fucker, you didn't join until 2013.
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I literally reported your post for being, "mad dope."
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Was on a mixture for a while, they thought my shit was all anxiety until I told them I wasn't allowed to make a mistake at work and drink 15 beers a day. They asked if that was because I was told that and self-medicate or just because I'm a problematic drinker. After a lot of therapy, it turned out I genuinely have OCD with some OCPD and I drink because it makes me easy, psychologically. I went from (soft stuff) like Lexapro, to a bit more Lexapro, to blah blah, then I saw a Psychologist and a Psychiatrist simultaneously. That was what worked, honestly, I got on 20mg of Prozac, up to 30, up to 60, and back to 40. My doc wanted me to stay on 50 to make sure I wasn't chewing off my fingers, but my work took a hit. I stopped caring about deadlines and took an even more lesaiz [sic?] faire attitude where that is typically my drive, my personal life I joke. I dropped down to 40 about three months ago and I can feel the YOU FUCKING DID WHAT WITH THE DISHWASHER creep in every once in a while, but I can roll those hard edges away with OTC Diphenhydramine. It's a life saver, it's the active ingredient in most PM meds, but because I can get 4000 on Amazon, I sleep like a baby or am "nah, cool" when people sharpen my knives the wrong way. Was about a three-year process to where I am, but dude, it was bad.
I don't know if you're asking because you're curious or for some other reason, but what made me seek help was a podcast with former SEAL Andy Stumpf who said, "Asking for help is a sign of strength, not a sign of weakness." He has some serious PTS issues and medical issues. Made me rethink my life.
If you want to talk about it honestly, let me know. I'll PM you my number, we can talk at your leisure.
I don't know if you're asking because you're curious or for some other reason, but what made me seek help was a podcast with former SEAL Andy Stumpf who said, "Asking for help is a sign of strength, not a sign of weakness." He has some serious PTS issues and medical issues. Made me rethink my life.
If you want to talk about it honestly, let me know. I'll PM you my number, we can talk at your leisure.
Missed out on all that mad loot. Was the pussy mad too?
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@AFL_ITALIA must be making serious cheese
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@AFL_ITALIA must be making serious cheese
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