What Are You Doing Right Now? (196 Viewers)
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I quit my job, dunno if you read that a couple of days ago.
Besides that, I feel quite good. Despite loosing a job (that I got after 2 years of nothing) I don't even feel bad. I actually feel good. Sure, I won't be earning anything but I'm quite modest when it comes to spending so my parents won't feel a huge difference really. There's no price to have a mind relaxed. The job was a very good experience imo, but it was a (mental) torture. Plus, they kept stealing money away from me. Those fuckers don't even deserve me there so it's their loss. I'm in touch with quite a few people from that place so it's not like I miss anything.
I keep searching for a new job, though. Today I had some testing. Position is Customer Support and I'd be working for NCR. It's a crappy job really but it's paid pretty well considering the poor average in Serbia right now. I'd have double the wages with this one so I wouldn't complain much. The biggest disadvantage would be working in shifts, as I hate it cause I have no life. But hey, at least these guys would pay it. I believe I deserve something better but oh well, it's not like I will get it served on a plate. Today I had some testing, they were testing my English. I went to the language school for the first time ever and spent 10-15 minutes talking with the professor. I was a bit rusty cause honestly last time I spoke was 2nd year at my uni, which was like 5 years ago. I talk fast, made some mistakes, but in the end he told me that I did good. He mentioned some mistakes (which I'm aware of sadly but while talking I didn't notice since I talk pretty fast). So basically, in the end on a scale from 1 to 8 he told me that I'm a 6+/7- but that was only for a spoken form that was tested. Later on I went to write stuff and some grammar which I did better. So I assume I'll be on 7/8 in the end
... There are 2 more options for a job. It's literally the same job but a different company, so nothing to brag about.
In the meantime I'm trying to rest, rest my head especially. I have too many thoughts recently because I got that bitchslap from the reality and I didn't really like it. I also read books daily and study some Italian when I catch a chance.
I met many people, talked with a bunch of them. The more I'm exposed to the world the less I understand. Everyone follows some idols, fake celebrities, materialism/travels/clubs/drugs, career. People are plastic, robots with no emotions and a rusty non usable brain. There's no simple and modest anymore? I miss that. Or better.. I need that. I don't feel like I'm surrounded by humans, but morons. Then again, the more I think... the more I believe there's something wrong with me, not them, those morons at least look happy.
Besides that, I feel quite good. Despite loosing a job (that I got after 2 years of nothing) I don't even feel bad. I actually feel good. Sure, I won't be earning anything but I'm quite modest when it comes to spending so my parents won't feel a huge difference really. There's no price to have a mind relaxed. The job was a very good experience imo, but it was a (mental) torture. Plus, they kept stealing money away from me. Those fuckers don't even deserve me there so it's their loss. I'm in touch with quite a few people from that place so it's not like I miss anything.
I keep searching for a new job, though. Today I had some testing. Position is Customer Support and I'd be working for NCR. It's a crappy job really but it's paid pretty well considering the poor average in Serbia right now. I'd have double the wages with this one so I wouldn't complain much. The biggest disadvantage would be working in shifts, as I hate it cause I have no life. But hey, at least these guys would pay it. I believe I deserve something better but oh well, it's not like I will get it served on a plate. Today I had some testing, they were testing my English. I went to the language school for the first time ever and spent 10-15 minutes talking with the professor. I was a bit rusty cause honestly last time I spoke was 2nd year at my uni, which was like 5 years ago. I talk fast, made some mistakes, but in the end he told me that I did good. He mentioned some mistakes (which I'm aware of sadly but while talking I didn't notice since I talk pretty fast). So basically, in the end on a scale from 1 to 8 he told me that I'm a 6+/7- but that was only for a spoken form that was tested. Later on I went to write stuff and some grammar which I did better. So I assume I'll be on 7/8 in the end
... There are 2 more options for a job. It's literally the same job but a different company, so nothing to brag about. In the meantime I'm trying to rest, rest my head especially. I have too many thoughts recently because I got that bitchslap from the reality and I didn't really like it. I also read books daily and study some Italian when I catch a chance.
I met many people, talked with a bunch of them. The more I'm exposed to the world the less I understand. Everyone follows some idols, fake celebrities, materialism/travels/clubs/drugs, career. People are plastic, robots with no emotions and a rusty non usable brain. There's no simple and modest anymore? I miss that. Or better.. I need that. I don't feel like I'm surrounded by humans, but morons. Then again, the more I think... the more I believe there's something wrong with me, not them, those morons at least look happy.
it will get better hang in there, champ
much love fellasGetting love from Oz, America and Mejico
arty:
Nah, don't get me wrong I do feel good, but it's not like I'm farting rainbows. It's tough and I'll be happy when some day I stand on feet as an individual.
I do feel good, but it's not like I'm farting rainbows. It's tough and I'll be happy when some day I stand on feet as an individual.
Did you tell them you're the one who knocks?