Btw how are things going, Dusan?
I quit my job, dunno if you read that a couple of days ago.
Besides that, I feel quite good. Despite loosing a job (that I got after 2 years of nothing) I don't even feel bad. I actually feel good. Sure, I won't be earning anything but I'm quite modest when it comes to spending so my parents won't feel a huge difference really. There's no price to have a mind relaxed. The job was a very good experience imo, but it was a (mental) torture. Plus, they kept stealing money away from me. Those fuckers don't even deserve me there so it's their loss. I'm in touch with quite a few people from that place so it's not like I miss anything.
I keep searching for a new job, though. Today I had some testing. Position is Customer Support and I'd be working for NCR. It's a crappy job really but it's paid pretty well considering the poor average in Serbia right now. I'd have double the wages with this one so I wouldn't complain much. The biggest disadvantage would be working in shifts, as I hate it cause I have no life. But hey, at least these guys would pay it. I believe I deserve something better but oh well, it's not like I will get it served on a plate. Today I had some testing, they were testing my English. I went to the language school for the first time ever and spent 10-15 minutes talking with the professor. I was a bit rusty cause honestly last time I spoke was 2nd year at my uni, which was like 5 years ago. I talk fast, made some mistakes, but in the end he told me that I did good. He mentioned some mistakes (which I'm aware of sadly but while talking I didn't notice since I talk pretty fast). So basically, in the end on a scale from 1 to 8 he told me that I'm a 6+/7- but that was only for a spoken form that was tested. Later on I went to write stuff and some grammar which I did better. So I assume I'll be on 7/8 in the end

... There are 2 more options for a job. It's literally the same job but a different company, so nothing to brag about.
In the meantime I'm trying to rest, rest my head especially. I have too many thoughts recently because I got that bitchslap from the reality and I didn't really like it. I also read books daily and study some Italian when I catch a chance.
I met many people, talked with a bunch of them. The more I'm exposed to the world the less I understand. Everyone follows some idols, fake celebrities, materialism/travels/clubs/drugs, career. People are plastic, robots with no emotions and a rusty non usable brain. There's no simple and modest anymore? I miss that. Or better.. I need that. I don't feel like I'm surrounded by humans, but morons. Then again, the more I think... the more I believe there's something wrong with me, not them, those morons at least look happy.