Honestly, I would advice any girl to stay away from you if we were in the same place. The way I see it, you just make things worse to yourself than try to adjust your issues. Be smart and forget about her.
But you are, so how about not being one. You said you wronged her by doing or saying something awful , so why would need to rub it on her face by pursuing her friend.

yep learn to deal with pain without having to exact some 'retribution'. in other words stop being so egotistical
I know it's wrong, it feels wrong but I'm kinda mindfucked. It's not so much about rubbing it in her face (yeah I said I hope she regrets dropping me) but I need to distract my mind, and her friend was the first option that came up, I didn't even try.
hes a good kid though, ILFJ, just needs 'older' bros
Thanks
I'm honestly going through a weird phase in my life. Prior to this relationship I was single for 2 years and I was totally fine with that, I could do whatever I wanted, go to clubs and get girls but at a certain point that wasn't enough. I started feeling lonely and boom this girl (my ex) shows up and all that loneliness is gone but you know how that turned out... I fucked up big time. Yup, I feel that loneliness again because the time I spent with her wasn't enough.
I realize it's not her that I miss but having someone that cares about me.
If you by 'older' bros mean people who can completely change the way he behaves and how he views the world, then I agree.
I used to think you had some sort of distorted impression of me but judging by the way I've been behaving in real life I'd say I've come closer to your concept of me.
It's disappointing.
Walk away from her and her friend I say, not worth it. Just move on @IliveForJuve
I will. It has bad idea written all over it.