I'm not very internety or forumy guy, and prefer to do these things privetly with real life friends and so, that's why I said what I said, but I feel you though, I was in bad shit one year back or so. But what can you do, just move on and look forward. I know that at that point it can be hard to think like that, but it's the only way. Women, it's bad with them and even worse without.