was pretty sure my old man would die yesterday. he usually has high blood pressure, something ala 150/90 with an 80-85 heart rate. after our guests left last night he started losing color, chest pains, dizzyness, shortage of breath - the whole package. He kept squeeling in pain and passing in and out until the ambulance came. When they measured his blood pressure it was 69/40 with a heart rate of 150 (!!!) . he's alright now, but we're still waiting to see what actually happened, i cried my fucking heart out last night. first time i've experienced something like this.
then today someone keyed up our car while we were visiting him at the hospital, i'm fucking grateful i didn't catch whoever did it - would've given me a nice excuse to vent some anger.