I appreciate your levelheaded answer, i really do. As i said many times, i am not sure id be as moderate as you are if i were in your shoes. But morality is based on firm immovable principles. Either we operate on morality or on practicality. You asked seven to be consistent and not use double standards. What hamas did is immoral on every sense. But you will forgive me if i say that you serving in an army that will engage in ethnic cleansing is also immoral in every sense, your sense of duty, though commendable, doesn't change that.
I 100% agree with your point on the existence of israel. It's completely a matter of practicality which is only achieved on the field of battle and diplomacy. And it was earned not by moral means but very practical ones.
So as you see, we are operating on practicality. And if there's a conflict where one side is threatening to use nuclear weapons, potentially triggering a world war that could spell the end of civilization. I ask you once again, israeli or not, is the fate of 10 million people worth sacrificing the world? If it comes down to it, either no israel or the end of the world? Do you or anyone pick the end of the world?
First there is nothing to forgive. Your point are valid and those are things I consistently weigh, unconsciously as well. I think in the balance of practicality and morality we are at an acceptable level if far from ideal.
The army does not make the policy, without it we have no right to exist.
If I expect other people to serve and do thing they are not 100% agree with so should I.
Life is complex, people are capable of doing good and evil things at the same time, I do have faith in my people and our values. Others may not and I won't try and convince them otherwise, nor do I fault them.
Also in my role I don't have too many moral questions to answer so that might influence my willingness as well. I rarely dealt with purely civilian population.
I know how the army itself approaches civilian casualties, our rules of engagement and what we do right and wrong moraly, I can or chose to accept that.
Every country has growing pains, not a single one started as a beacon of pure goodness, we will find our way I hope.
To your last question, I simply don't think I'm in a position to answer that. As I said if I could go back in time I would have chosen Uganda. No one can.