Guy owes the gym and he's really huge.

No but really, he said it's all chemical stuff and it'd be better if I do it on my own but also harder.
Yeah I know what you guys mean.
I think I'd have more muscles if I spent all the time in the gym but I don't know, maybe I'm stubborn but I don't want to go there (yet). It's true it becomes repetitive and less fun but once you get used to it you don't pay much attention to it, you change a couple of things and it gets better.
On the other side I also focus better and work harder when I don't talk to anyone and in fact when I workout I really like to be alone, but it's probably just me. I think it can be hard when you workout at home cause you can't hit all the muscles so easy but it just makes it more interesting for me, I want to do it on my own.
So far so good, I have added muscles and people don't really believe me when I say my weight which I find funny lol. I have just 70kg so they find it weird, but I'd like to gain at least 6 more kgs to add more mass. I'm having a hard time to gain it, it's really, really slow because of my metabolism. I've been thinking to start using Whey Protein but I changed my mind, it will all come eventually. Now I'm starting to focus on cardio as well but I hate it since I'm not in shape.
Lower abs are the hardest part for me so far.. hard to do it without going to the gym so I had to add running, to burn more fat.