Comming from the UK, you have great knowledge of small weenie indeed. I'm afraid i would severely damage your vagina, even beeing gentle.
I dont take steroids dear, i just know how they work.
Its a commen mistake to think it shrinks the penis, wich has allways been used to disencourage the use of steroids.
It doesnt shrink the penis, long term testicular shutdown has shrunken balls as a consequence, wich will quickly go away once natural testosterone production is restored
I have no reason to shame so why would i ?
But since you said it, i think you have, as i pointed out before