I just keep staring at the score, trying to keep myself from crying. All year I have been preparing for fantasy football and then fate decides to punish me. I have been nothing but a good kid, been talking nice to others, cheering for them and then this happens. I know God likes to test people, but this, this is just too cruel. Not even the writers of Saw could come up with an inhumane ending like this. I'm not sure I can go on after this. I need to lie down in fetal position and think about the good times in my life. When I was 8 and my mother woke me up to tell me that school was cancelled because of the huge snowfall. When I learned to ride a bike. But those happy memories seem so distant now. The only thing I see clearly is the tear running down my face.