I'm not a G. I really really didn't see Janna's pm to me

I assumed it was the case for every normal C. See my very posts in this thread, I didn't even know we were playing because I hadn't seen Janna's pm. But I assumed I was a C so I went on playing the game. Then I suspected that it could be Janna forgetting to pm me, that's why I mentioned it. Suddenly I saw how everyone thought I was lying (they were all given pms). I even thought they must have been either Gs or special roles (since they were given pms and I wasn't). I contacted Janna in the meantime and I realized where I got it wrong
I'm a C, can't believe you can't see it.
Still, at this point, me dead is probably the best thing that would happen for the sake of the game.