I keep thinking too much and end up frustrated. I see people here who either behave like retards or look like robots who know nothing, don't want to know nothing and plan nothing. And the more I think the more I believe they are all doing better than I do.

My friends told me to open a blog and write about economics and stuff.
It's not a problem to keep myself busy. I'm already learning Italian, reading tons of books, trying to learn SQL, watch movies and stuff, going out for coffee regularly with friends.
But every now and then I get to think about future, point of life, what's happiness actually... I get quite various answers which can't settle my tiny brain apparently.