Today's gonna be a good day. My father got the all clear after what appeared to be a cancer scare, and it's my godson/nephew's first birthday today
Awesome!
As someone who recognized my mother-in-law's birthday yesterday, who died of cancer last year, definitely savor the good stuff when you've got it.

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Even that is hard to find, they rape you for nothing.
My friend on the other hand is looking for any job and he can't find it for like 6 months.
I was supposed to get some job offer which turned out to be nothing. He told me to leave the country basically.
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I have nothing left to hope for now.
Oh yeah, the joy...
So sorry to hear that, Dusan. It will sound trite, but there's truth in it: this experience will make you all that much stronger in life. Some of my worst career moments in life under a bleak jobs economy and no leads for many months were some of the most crucial survival lessons of my life that I still carry with me today.
You always wish it would be easier, of course. But life isn't a cakewalk. You'll come to appreciate the better times that much more than if you didn't have to suffer a little for them.
Hang in there and keep your focus on yourself in the meantime. It may not feel like it, but you're learning a lot right now. You're being tested.