There's something about you using that smiley that just cracks me up every time it happens

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I thought about studying, but this entire week has been a mess so I just dropped it. Need to get back on the horse come Monday

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Oh, and if it's still of any interest to the nice people in here who talked with me during the tough days: I had a talk with my dad yesterday, where I explained him what I felt and how messed up it all was. He apologized to me and asked me if I could somehow get mom to talk with him, since she was giving a pretty professional cold shoulder treatment.
We just finished the dinner and listened to him apologizing. He really came across as broken and sincere about it, I can hear them chatting in the living room, so something went right.
Not quite sure if I've forgiven him, or if my sister or mother did, but this is a start to functioning again.