awwwww
Firstly i want to Thanks for everyone's useful and constructive suggestion/interesting testimonial or even Deneb's hardcore
today i had few phone conversation with her and everything looked good and getting better than past few days which depressing me a lot , in my case i can almost 100% certain that she has no 3rd person involved , by judging her character according to my conservation being with her in this past 3 years -she was actually a bit spoiled but by nature sometimes she could be a very good motivator and mature , that's why i love her so much- she told me last night on another conversation she wants to more concentrate on her study and wants to being alone for a while ( her main reasons ) but later with my special charm

i was telling her i can totally understand and accept her wish but with one condition which she can't ignore me like when we were on fight and we will try to build a new relationship , the fresh one and she has no obligation to accept me being her Boyfriend in our future "new relationship" until she think she is ready to, meanwhile we will commit to communicate travel our life like we used to do before.
maybe some of you can easily labeling me with stupid for letting such that
no-pride thing happen but hey sometime you need to act like stupid to reach your goals and to be honest i truly love her , i will do any logical thing to defend my relationship unless i think thing can't be done anymore.
by running this condition we could find the best way to make it work while apart , eventhough if she is going to Australia to continues her study and finger crossed for me hope everything goes well and my Employment pass applying for working in Singapore which result can be announced next week give me new fresh air to breathe .
Love is confusing really
i'd like to ask a suggestion to everyone who cares with me in the future , btw where is Christina ? i need a consolation from chick
*waiting for Dusan to ban me*
Thanks everyone , i love you all
