she loved me, and was there for me. I cared for her too. I usually take some time to truly love a girl. We were together for 4 months, and she is kind of girl next door, who wants to get her degree then get married, I was hesitant to fully commit like that and got scared by the all that marriage/kids talk she talked about 3 months in the relation, and I just said to myself do I really want this now because I am happy the way things are. So I started ignore her in December and just acting like I don't care, strangly she were falling for more, until that one day after dinner I told her you should just find somebody else becasue I am not looking for what you looking for. She kept talking to me and being nice after, then slowly she started disliking me for my behaviours, but amazingly I started falling for her and a day after started finding how special she is

. Until that one day it was too late to get things on track.