Feels the same, although not even a halfway there.
I don't do it for the money while if I have anything then that'd be free time. Might as well do something to get the stress out of me. It's all the ideas, nihilism and romanticism being thrown on the paper. I feel lighter.
I was quite sad when I saw how low the profit was, though. While I never expected it to be a gold mine I had no idea it would close to nothing. Still, I don't wanna stop doing it. There's that thing called hope. Can't give up on anything at this point or might as well hang myself. Still looking for a job and it still looks like a dead end. So my idea is to finish this, even if I don't go public with it, I think it'd be nice to finish such a 'project', I feel like it I owe it to myself. Others can just let you down at some point or another. In the end it's always just me swimming through the pile of garbage. So there's me thinking, why not carry my book on the road as well.