Josh,
Am into this late- rarely do I come into the "hangout" anymore
I am so sorry for what you are going through
I'm no expert, but I've seen many things, and see much pain.
My thoughts are that something was bothering him. Anything from a breakup with a partner, rejection from the opposite sex, drugs, etc. Maybe he didnt tell anyone what was bothering him, and just kept it bottled up inside.
That is about the WORST thing you can do. It can literally destroy you from the inside out.If anyone on this forum feels depressed, or even consider suicide, please TALK TO SOMEONE !!!!! Dont ever feel that ppl will think your crazy, we all get depressed in our lives !!!
When I was 15, one of my best friends took his hunting shotgun and shot himself in the face. To this day, I dont know why. I heard that he may have been into drugs, and even into satanism ( I never knew !!)
I did not go to his wake or funeral, I never forgave him.........