Btw. have you dumped your money on a Camera yet?
@Dostoevsky
Yes. I did something none of you likes!

I wanted to keep quiet about it! Actually, since its a hardish situation over here, I couldnt afford much. I wanted to buy a regular dslr so I had to skip mirrorless which are quite expensive. Then, after narrowing down choices, it simply had to be in store here so ebay and other options arent valid because we as a non EU state when import we just pay tons of cash for gear when it goes over 50e. So, to get the story short, it went between nikon 3300 and canon 4000d. I opted for canon. It was less expensive plus I got a discount since my friend works in sales. I got the standard kit lense 18-55mm with it.
So here is my short journey. First of all I cant say I regret buying it. Not one bit. Simply because I came to love photography. I think its lovely because it lets me feel the nature, the people, and I can even pick between going out with someone taking photos or just go alone -- which I find comforting most of the time. As a total beginner I wanted (still want) to figure out what I enjoy the most. When I first started I was sure Id hate portraits, but when I gave it a go I gotta say I really enjoy it. Plus I hang out with girls, like that can be bad. A week ago some girl asked me to take pics of her after corona and to have sex. I was like... sure... why not...
What I also love about it is the editing. Now, Im not one of those who barely touch anything. I started learning PS and I over edit it, Im even aware of it, but Im trying to figure out everything and even my retouching, curves and everything else. So yea, my stuff is hard on edits at the moment. But I dont get hard on myself because Im aware Im new at it. When it comes to my first buy its going to be 50mm and Ill figure out whether to buy 1.8 or 1.4 (used). Since I dont even go outside for quite some time now, I wasnt even able to take shots. However I do invest some portion of time into videos, watching and learning about photography. I learned quite a lot. Not that it says much because I had no clue 6 months ago. Still, I like it how I know things about shutter speed, F stops, etc. which were totally unfamiliar with me back then.
So yea, I cant wait for this shit to stop so I can go outside and take some pics. I really enjoy it and its a great feeling getting to PC to see how your photos look on a screen. I actually underexpose pretty much everything lol, because I want to edit it raw like that.