Okay, now you're definitely in denial. You said you were never under threat of a permanent ban, which is technically true. I never threatened you with that and I didn't tell anyone else to do it either. But that's a misrepresentation, because you were being a handful (to put it mildly) and while we didn't want to ban you (because it's not what moderators enjoy doing), we were on the verge of that. I certainly had several conversations with you about that via pm and you were well aware of it.
Nowadays you go off on members still, but those who get targeted know you and you don't attack unwitting newbies like you did in the past, so it's not really a problem. It also happens less.