Yeah, enjoying meltdowns after a win.
Cant imagine my football weekend without it now. Need that hit like a junkie. Cant wait to see us struggling and getting another underwhelming win with 90min suffering.
I dont have your masochism levels yet but getting there. Sometimes (depending on my work or travel schedule) Sometimes I watch extended highlights (20 min - 30 min length) and its a joy to see the number of attempts and near-goals from opposition in quick succession followed by a jihadi goal to knick the points. Its like a nice summary of how to break the opposition's souls.
But lately and increasingly I have been watching more games in full and finding pleasure in the struggle. Keeps you on edge for the entire 90 min wondering if we'll come out the 3 points or no. Wouldnt get that nerve wrecking if we just beat teams 2 or 3 nill.
One more season with Allegri should do it, and I'll start skipping work to watch and suffer.