It's ok Bro. Embrace the suck and medicority. In all honesty, I don't think anything pisses me off in my life more than Cuckventus. I guess it's simply because I am not in control and there's literally nothing I can do to change it. It's a paradox of sorts: I can't alter the outcome, yet I still worry about it. I guess it's true that when you're in love, you become irrational and emotional.
We're better off buying no one at all then. It should be SMS or bust. That's why we have Rovella and Fagioli - give them opportunities to prove themselves before disregarding them. Experience is not always the best option.