This season has been very learnful for me. I realised I hate Juventus far more than Inter. They are the cancer of football and should have been radiated in 2006, as in exist no more. Inter cheated five years, but they just recuperated some of the scudetti the Ladri took from them. We never got ours, we should start some calciopoli shit we should have at least 10 titles more.
Also, starting now, I'm going to stop caring, or try to. I realise I don't enjoy watching Serie A anymore since the late nineties. If I compare the Milan back then it's like comparing a gold bar to a turd. Also my hate vs the other teams, Juventus and Inter in particular has grown more important than my love for Milan.
I enjoy more their defeats than our victories, but I realise that even should they lose every game for the next ten years I won't be satisfied still. My anger is too immense, build up over the years witnessing the cheating.
I'm going to stop care, I have to. yesterday after the derby defeat and scudetto gone, one of my daughters wanted to ask me something and my reaction was : if you don't STFU I'm gonna cut your stupid head off and play football with it. And scariest part is if that she wouldn't have turned around and said one more word I would have likely hit her in the head.
So fuck this shit, I need to stop caring, because all this bullshit is fixed anyway. I need to stop checking the papers, I don't want to see the Ladri's fake third star while Inter and FIGC get analy raped and won't do shit about it.