Even though i'll probably hate myself at nights, psychologically and emotionally ruin myself and be ashamed of what I did, I think i'll be willing to compromise.
I love my kids too much and i'd do everything to make sure that their lives won't be under any threat.
Well, Alen. Palestinians as a whole people agreed in 1988 to stop calling for the whole land taken in 1948 & 1967, and thought that they should be convinced with these lands occupied in 1967 which are almost 22% of historical Palestine. That was a very hard decision, and had a great opposition. Even one of the resistance leaders called for killing Arafat and said that each Palestinian who had a knife in his house at that time will be mentioned in the history books to be the coward guy who had a chance to kill Arafat, the person who sacrificed 78% of Palestine, but did not do it.
Arafat tried to make a state on this 22%. Israel told him they will withdraw gradually. Unfortunately, that appeared later to be another trick by Zionists and their supporters in US as Israel did not withdraw from more than 5& of these 22% for more than 8 years of the so-called-peace.
When people saw that trick, saw the settlements increasing on these 22%, saw no hope in getting the very least hope to have a real state, the second intifada started in 2000.
Israel suffered a lot in this intifada in Gaza, and as a result decided to withdraw from there, but they reoccupied the very small regions that were given to Palestinians in the West Bank keeping only the cities and the big villages in the hands of their allies, Abbas gangs. The Israelis also made an agreement with Abbas that they can enter any city or village to chase any resistant in whatever time they want. The last time for applying this agreement was this morning in Nablus killing three guys.
That is the current situation now. An isolated land with more than 1.5 million guys ruled by Hamas, is sieged by both Israel and Egypt, and a group of separate "dots" in the West Bank ruled by traitors led by Abbas.
The normal Palestinian has no hope of anything, because he has many problems to solve internally and externally. This frustration can not give anybody the chance to choose if he wants to compromise, taking in consideration there is nothing to compromise about.