Alen: I like you. I really do. But I’ve always had this feeling you’d somehow be a bad friend: that you might be a friend who cheers on another friend and thereby makes him do something he shouldn’t. That said, I’m no idiot and you don’t control me, so if this has ever happened, the blame is on me. Furthermore you’re intelligent and apart from this characteristic, you’re a noble man.
You know what I always felt sorry regarding Seven?
He never trusted me.
Since day 1 I was helping him for unselfish reasons and yet he always thought i'll stab him in the back and go run to Jack or someone else and tell them all about what Seven did or told me.
Many times he told others "Yes...but don't tell Alen", I never understood it, but I kept supporting the guy and found myself in tens of unpleasant situations just to save his butt.
Since i'm talking about situations most of you don't know, I will give you a simple and a little stupid example with the mafia game. I was always his prime suspect, the one he never trusted. I even sent him PMs telling him that I can't be his bloody babysitter all the time and that i'm being honest and on his side, but for some reason he never trusted me and always turned out that he was wrong.

That's what he was doing in other situations too.
Of course, I never stabbed him in the back, despite his paranoia.
Few days ago I got a PM from a moderator asking me if Il Principino is Seven and for the first time I finally felt a relief for not having to lie about it, because I had absolutely no idea if he was Seven.
If it was Seven, what I was going to do? Surely not give him up and I was gonna have to lie.
But even if it was Seven, he was never going to tell that to me unless there were no more ways to hide that it's him. Of all the dupe accounts he created and everytime I suspected it was Seven and I asked him if it's him, every fucking time his answer was "NO, i'm not Seven".
The mofo never trusted me that i'll keep his identity hidden, but he never had a problem admitting to some others that it's him.
On the other hand though, in the mod forum and in the forums I got lot of accusations that prove otherwise, where I was accused how i'm always protecting Seven. But Seven still decided not to trust me at all, thinking that i'll give him out.
And I think this dedication thread was not necessary.