[FRIENDLY] JUVENTUS 5-0 Al-Nassr Riyad (July 15th 2010) (36 Viewers)
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Sig material anyone? 
the majority of my posts are not anti del piero. They are generally analysis of matches, or reactions to other posts which are about Juve matches or players...
The problem I have, is this...I tend to visit these forums during the day, when I am at work, hardly calm, but still, much more lucid, much more capable of using Reason to control myself, especially when I write, whether that be a text or an email, a heartfelt letter to a girl I have swooned over since childhood, or..a post on juventuz.com. Now in the last few years, my drinking has become, something of an issue...Habits that as an 18 year old would seem something playful to boast of, now at 31 years old, seem embarassing, and too close to shameful for me to speak off properly, when not poisoned, in some way...As this recent period, has been a vicious one, all of own making, my drinking habit has led me to darker places, to more embodiments of self which cause severe self loathing when i regain clairity of mind, than I ever nightmared possible...The thing is, in some of my vodka drenched rants, on these very forums, let alone involved in lengthy, convoluted missives to those i love, i see and feel the pseudo pompous goon jester. A man dancing on a stage, to a tune, that not even himself enjoys hearing, or watching...its due to weakness. I could offer a few ounzes of weight behind the weakness, but why bother...I guess, this message, is a response of sorts, to the posts I have read...and with it, a statement of intent. to stick to solely juventus orientated issues, from here on in, and not allow, my scrappy-doo efforts at self destruction, to take centre stage...
Forza Juve
The problem I have, is this...I tend to visit these forums during the day, when I am at work, hardly calm, but still, much more lucid, much more capable of using Reason to control myself, especially when I write, whether that be a text or an email, a heartfelt letter to a girl I have swooned over since childhood, or..a post on juventuz.com. Now in the last few years, my drinking has become, something of an issue...Habits that as an 18 year old would seem something playful to boast of, now at 31 years old, seem embarassing, and too close to shameful for me to speak off properly, when not poisoned, in some way...As this recent period, has been a vicious one, all of own making, my drinking habit has led me to darker places, to more embodiments of self which cause severe self loathing when i regain clairity of mind, than I ever nightmared possible...The thing is, in some of my vodka drenched rants, on these very forums, let alone involved in lengthy, convoluted missives to those i love, i see and feel the pseudo pompous goon jester. A man dancing on a stage, to a tune, that not even himself enjoys hearing, or watching...its due to weakness. I could offer a few ounzes of weight behind the weakness, but why bother...I guess, this message, is a response of sorts, to the posts I have read...and with it, a statement of intent. to stick to solely juventus orientated issues, from here on in, and not allow, my scrappy-doo efforts at self destruction, to take centre stage...
Forza Juve
