I'm more just looking at this like it was going well and it could've been great... I just don't get why you would throw it away. I wish I didn't give shit but I just don't know how to.
Hey man, you did what any real man would have done if put in your situation, walk away. Now for next time fuck the chicks brains out on the first go, like I mean get freaky creative, twist her, flip her all while you stroking. 'Tis an art mane, Aus is right get that dick game right, buy a rubber pussy
It is an excuse. And even if it's really a factor in what happened (can't be sure with dishonest people to begin with), it's not like she's never drinking again. Drinking always makes people do what they really want to do always, just without the inhibitions of better sense.