I was at the party and everybody was saying where is your girlfriend and I got annoyed because of the way I treated her and me saying what a bad mistake i did treating her like that. She was the one interested, and I didn't show as much passion as she did. I always told myself I am better than her and can find a better girl. Until I told her that night that I don't want to hear from you at all for the lightest problem. In the back of my head I was fuck her I can do better, but this girl was amazing. I regret the way I treated her. I have come to notice we ignore those who adore us, adore those who ignore us, love those who hurt us, and hurt those who love us." ...wondering why this is so true!!!