Hi Black! Well, I'm sorry, that you feel like that! I know that feeling very well, I also feel like that sometimes! I have just a very few friends and I have only my mum as a family. So it is hard to be not alone for me... But in the ohter hand, I'm never alone and neither you are! God is always with us! Even when you don't realise this! He helps you to get over this hard period of life!