As you are only 1 of two professional composers I'm in "touch" with (2nd one is my zany neighbour), I should recommend for you to watch a TV series called Mozart in the Jungle, it's lovely. You can guess the subject matter by title
Also snus it's a disgusting, drop it does your sake. Reminds me, a friend (know several snus users unfortunately), used snus so much he was getting shakes lol. So doctor tells him stop using it, he does like a good boy. Guess what he replaces it with, the healthier cancer sticks