Whatever you say about Him, let me reveal one thing - Lord Jesus Loves you than anyone else in the world!
He died for your sins that you have committed and that you are committing.
For Holy Bible says 'Whosoever curseth God shall bear his sin.'Leviticus 24:15
One day you will have to stand in front of Him and give account for what you have done on earth. Noone will be left out. Everyone needs to go through the judgement and no, its not too far away.
I was a person who dint have God in my life. However after I met Him, I completely changed. Now everyday of my life is a blessing. His spirit leads me as a person and puts His character in me. I am not exaggerating here, but Jesus Christ changed my life altogether.
Jesus Christ hates sin and not sinner. He still loves you with Eternal Love.
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http://www.bible.com/jesus_popup.php?id=3