i'm veeeeeeery tired (1 Viewer)
- Thread starter bahraini
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++ [ originally posted by majj ] ++
is this bahraini guy ok?
he seems a bit unstable!
is this bahraini guy ok?
he seems a bit unstable!
what do u mean by that mate...
i just get very tired cuz lots of work
lots of problems
and u can say i sleep only 5 hours a day , which is for me
and what i do everday is not enough at all..
everyday i wakeup with a very red eyes
barely to see....
but i think i'm still having my brain's wires in the same place..
:devil:
its only about the kind of work ,
its about the time i sleep...
let me tell you what i do
5:45 am , waking up
7:00 be at the stupid work
2:00 fight the crowd and the very hot sun which is abou 48c , to reach home.
3:00 finish lunch and come to my room hoping to relax and sleep 2 or 3 hours , BUT, if u have friends like mine u will never sleep those hours same as me, cuz they will call me and go out.
12 - 1 am : come home again and take a shower.
1:30 - 2 , sleep
so
isn't this tiring?
its about the time i sleep...
let me tell you what i do
5:45 am , waking up
7:00 be at the stupid work
2:00 fight the crowd and the very hot sun which is abou 48c , to reach home.
3:00 finish lunch and come to my room hoping to relax and sleep 2 or 3 hours , BUT, if u have friends like mine u will never sleep those hours same as me, cuz they will call me and go out.
12 - 1 am : come home again and take a shower.
1:30 - 2 , sleep
so
isn't this tiring?
i am very sorry because of us feel so f*cked all the time.....
and it is not just the tiring jobs and classes...
it's the life being unfair....
sometimes i feel like dying but always at the last minite i change mind...
i am thinking:if i die now,when am i going to watch juve live??
to meet with our players??
when are my dreams are going to be fulfilled??
and it is not just the tiring jobs and classes...
it's the life being unfair....
sometimes i feel like dying but always at the last minite i change mind...
i am thinking:if i die now,when am i going to watch juve live??
to meet with our players??
when are my dreams are going to be fulfilled??
i know it is hopeless but what else can i do???
give up??
will i gain anything else by commiting suicide??
once i've heard smg that really made me think biff:
when someone tryies to destroy you,
don't go back for revenge.
go to show him that you didn't fall.
and i haven't fell yet.
and i am going to go angainst life's obstackes as long as i live.
i don't want to think that it is hopeless,
it is killing me...
give up??
will i gain anything else by commiting suicide??
once i've heard smg that really made me think biff:
when someone tryies to destroy you,
don't go back for revenge.
go to show him that you didn't fall.
and i haven't fell yet.
and i am going to go angainst life's obstackes as long as i live.
i don't want to think that it is hopeless,
it is killing me...
you are not.
my best friend is too rich and semms to don't have probs.
go to hell??
come on!
i don't believe this!!
i believe commiting suicide is the ultimate expression of humans freedom.
but we don't need to discuss this now.
life is very diff and the only thing we can do is to try to improve it....
my best friend is too rich and semms to don't have probs.
go to hell??
come on!
i don't believe this!!
i believe commiting suicide is the ultimate expression of humans freedom.
but we don't need to discuss this now.
life is very diff and the only thing we can do is to try to improve it....