What Are You Doing Right Now? (990 Viewers)
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No rash decisions. Just one of these days, you'll realize I've been missing for a while, and you'll ask Asif to enquire. Ain't gonna be like Todd and Timmy.
Don't talk like you know my life. You know nothing.. NOTHING about my life., my family, my income, or my health.
Though I thank you for your kind words.
Don't talk like you know my life. You know nothing.. NOTHING about my life., my family, my income, or my health.
Though I thank you for your kind words.
I just portray myself to be cool here, man. Cos in reality, that's how I wanna be. I'm not cool in real life. Asif and Aush have met me. They know I'm as uncool as an ugly duckling. This is the only place where I can shut those worries in my head and have an illusion of a normal life.
I'm seriously messed up.
I'm seriously messed up.
use it all the time anyhoos heres an inspirational video to go out there and kick some serious ass 
Sorry I haven't been able to post for a while. Here's why:
I reconnected with my ex the 16th of January. Turns out she's insanely jealous and has severe traits of BPD. Because I had exams at the time I couldn't see her often. This triggered her fear of abandonment (even if I loved her dearly). So she said she wanted to be friends. I took this literally and went out with a female friend. She went insane. I tried to talk reason into her, she threatened to call the cops. I spoke with her mom soon after this. Jolien (the girl) did not like this. She blocked me on FB, MSN and changed her number. Truly went out of her way to completely erase me. This was not enough however. She also spread vicious lies about me. Really, really vicious. The kind of lies that will make people hate you. Fortunately enough no one really believed her as most know I simply loved her.
I of course did not understand why she was mad and wanted to be friends. So being the moron that I am, I kept contacting her. Now she's in a rebound relationship and I'm starting to have feelings for the friend I went out with. I'm going on a date with her tomorrow. The rebound guy Jolien's with called me up to say Jolien is happy with him now. They're quite the couple he says. Yeah right, I wonder when she's going to eat him alive. I give it another two weeks. I told Jolien she would always love me and I told the guy he didn't stand a chance as he was going to have to compete with me. I know, this is probably a pretty bold move considering she actually hates me with all her heart and says she loves Mr. Rebound.
As for me, I'm seeing other girls. I sort of have feelings for the one I'm dating tomorrow. I have other possibilities lined up, but I don't know about them. Problem is Jolien is drop dead gorgeous. So the other girls don't even come close there. They're less insane. I could have a life with them. But Jolien's so fucking hot. Anyways, you guys think my rebound relationship, which will eventually happen, will make her jealous? I don't know if I want her back anyway, but I'm 100% certain I want to mess with her head.
Somehow I feel like she turned me into a bad person
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I reconnected with my ex the 16th of January. Turns out she's insanely jealous and has severe traits of BPD. Because I had exams at the time I couldn't see her often. This triggered her fear of abandonment (even if I loved her dearly). So she said she wanted to be friends. I took this literally and went out with a female friend. She went insane. I tried to talk reason into her, she threatened to call the cops. I spoke with her mom soon after this. Jolien (the girl) did not like this. She blocked me on FB, MSN and changed her number. Truly went out of her way to completely erase me. This was not enough however. She also spread vicious lies about me. Really, really vicious. The kind of lies that will make people hate you. Fortunately enough no one really believed her as most know I simply loved her.
I of course did not understand why she was mad and wanted to be friends. So being the moron that I am, I kept contacting her. Now she's in a rebound relationship and I'm starting to have feelings for the friend I went out with. I'm going on a date with her tomorrow. The rebound guy Jolien's with called me up to say Jolien is happy with him now. They're quite the couple he says. Yeah right, I wonder when she's going to eat him alive. I give it another two weeks. I told Jolien she would always love me and I told the guy he didn't stand a chance as he was going to have to compete with me. I know, this is probably a pretty bold move considering she actually hates me with all her heart and says she loves Mr. Rebound.
As for me, I'm seeing other girls. I sort of have feelings for the one I'm dating tomorrow. I have other possibilities lined up, but I don't know about them. Problem is Jolien is drop dead gorgeous. So the other girls don't even come close there. They're less insane. I could have a life with them. But Jolien's so fucking hot. Anyways, you guys think my rebound relationship, which will eventually happen, will make her jealous? I don't know if I want her back anyway, but I'm 100% certain I want to mess with her head.
Somehow I feel like she turned me into a bad person
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Also blocking you and changing her number,even bad-mouthing you, seem like cries for attention. If she is as jealous as you say she is then you dating someone else will definitely hurt her. And you obviously want her back since you're analyzing this so much!
Walk away and don't look back. Dating someone with such serious issues isn't going to lead to anything other than more misery down the road. Getting back into a relationship based on the premise that she is going to some how change or be more manageable is only getting to make it that much harder to leave her when you finally realize she hasn't changed and never will.
It's not fair to you and it's not fair to her either.
It's not fair to you and it's not fair to her either.
I do let it out. But I know VERY few people who would associate with this character. Most people I work with and interact with daily do not have a mindset or culture or the exposure to stuff that people here have. It's very difficult. Even to find a person I can just be friends with is hard. Thus my social downfall and thus my small number of friends.
Fuck this, I'm off to play some AC2 and kill some damn Templars.
@Gagi: Maybe later.
Fuck this, I'm off to play some AC2 and kill some damn Templars.
@Gagi: Maybe later.
