What Are You Doing Right Now? (758 Viewers)
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I was thinking the same 
Sorry I haven't been able to post for a while. Here's why:
I reconnected with my ex the 16th of January. Turns out she's insanely jealous and has severe traits of BPD. Because I had exams at the time I couldn't see her often. This triggered her fear of abandonment (even if I loved her dearly). So she said she wanted to be friends. I took this literally and went out with a female friend. She went insane. I tried to talk reason into her, she threatened to call the cops. I spoke with her mom soon after this. Jolien (the girl) did not like this. She blocked me on FB, MSN and changed her number. Truly went out of her way to completely erase me. This was not enough however. She also spread vicious lies about me. Really, really vicious. The kind of lies that will make people hate you. Fortunately enough no one really believed her as most know I simply loved her.
I of course did not understand why she was mad and wanted to be friends. So being the moron that I am, I kept contacting her. Now she's in a rebound relationship and I'm starting to have feelings for the friend I went out with. I'm going on a date with her tomorrow. The rebound guy Jolien's with called me up to say Jolien is happy with him now. They're quite the couple he says. Yeah right, I wonder when she's going to eat him alive. I give it another two weeks. I told Jolien she would always love me and I told the guy he didn't stand a chance as he was going to have to compete with me. I know, this is probably a pretty bold move considering she actually hates me with all her heart and says she loves Mr. Rebound.
As for me, I'm seeing other girls. I sort of have feelings for the one I'm dating tomorrow. I have other possibilities lined up, but I don't know about them. Problem is Jolien is drop dead gorgeous. So the other girls don't even come close there. They're less insane. I could have a life with them. But Jolien's so fucking hot. Anyways, you guys think my rebound relationship, which will eventually happen, will make her jealous? I don't know if I want her back anyway, but I'm 100% certain I want to mess with her head.
Somehow I feel like she turned me into a bad person
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I reconnected with my ex the 16th of January. Turns out she's insanely jealous and has severe traits of BPD. Because I had exams at the time I couldn't see her often. This triggered her fear of abandonment (even if I loved her dearly). So she said she wanted to be friends. I took this literally and went out with a female friend. She went insane. I tried to talk reason into her, she threatened to call the cops. I spoke with her mom soon after this. Jolien (the girl) did not like this. She blocked me on FB, MSN and changed her number. Truly went out of her way to completely erase me. This was not enough however. She also spread vicious lies about me. Really, really vicious. The kind of lies that will make people hate you. Fortunately enough no one really believed her as most know I simply loved her.
I of course did not understand why she was mad and wanted to be friends. So being the moron that I am, I kept contacting her. Now she's in a rebound relationship and I'm starting to have feelings for the friend I went out with. I'm going on a date with her tomorrow. The rebound guy Jolien's with called me up to say Jolien is happy with him now. They're quite the couple he says. Yeah right, I wonder when she's going to eat him alive. I give it another two weeks. I told Jolien she would always love me and I told the guy he didn't stand a chance as he was going to have to compete with me. I know, this is probably a pretty bold move considering she actually hates me with all her heart and says she loves Mr. Rebound.
As for me, I'm seeing other girls. I sort of have feelings for the one I'm dating tomorrow. I have other possibilities lined up, but I don't know about them. Problem is Jolien is drop dead gorgeous. So the other girls don't even come close there. They're less insane. I could have a life with them. But Jolien's so fucking hot. Anyways, you guys think my rebound relationship, which will eventually happen, will make her jealous? I don't know if I want her back anyway, but I'm 100% certain I want to mess with her head.
Somehow I feel like she turned me into a bad person
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I'd love to hate her, but all I see is a scared, pretty girl. I was her second serious boyfriend, after her first emotionally crippled her for life and caused the fear of abandonment in the first place. She's 19, only had sex with two people. I know her well enough to know Mr.Rebound isn't getting any. Anyways, I miss her more than anything. As you can imagine I've been hurting for two weeks know. But the bitch is too stupid to realise I actually love her. I think she's actually so damaged everyone runs away from her after a while. Funnily enough I'm just as damaged. I wonder if that's why we were so serious about each other.