The Milan game has confirmed many things, you can't win the league without a good defense.
Apart from Chiellini and De Ligt, we don't have any defenders.
Figc is trying to bring us down, always wary of the situation and will use any opportunity to turn tables, on the spearhead there is the VAR that always finds penalties from hands in our box noone else noticed!
Our mngt policy of never protesting means that all the pressure is carried on the players, they get to see their hard work easily overturned by a dubious VAR decision that handles an undeserved advantage to an inferior opposition, they know the mngt won't cover their backs, noone will ever say anything and they will be considered solely responsible.
This situation didnt play a crucial rule in the previous game, when yet another dubious VAR penalty was awarded against us and yet again we did nothing...
But inevitably the pressure accumulates, esp when the games are so close one after the other and today, the VAR broke the morale of the players, that's why the meltdown happened. Although this time it was a fair call, to the players it felt unfair and considering that this situation is systematically abused against them, they broke there and then.
There is this feeling that everybody is against us and evil always lurking and tries to break in with every opportunity.
This hand wasn't noticed by anyone, not ref, or even milan's players, such occurances are common mad happen in every much, yet they are only noticed against us. This was yet another confirmation that finally got to us, our players are just players, not robots, they are breakable...