8th grade > preschool, Alex.
++ [ originally posted by Andy ] ++
LOL Sure it doesn't, that's why you decided to make a huge post saying how I'm like some kid in Bosnia after I called you a transient. Don't lie Zlatan, it pisses you off, you wouldn't be responding if it didn't. And it's not like it really matters anyway.
Yes, you're right Andy. It eats me up. I cant stand it anymore. I wake up at night crying because of that. Tears run down my face and I ask God, why, why did Andy do this to me, why did he have to go and ruin my life. There are times I'm really close to the edge, and I just feel I cant do it anymore. I cant go on with this pain, and then death looks really appealing. I think about that razor. One cut, just one cut would be enough to save me from this unbearable suffering you have caused me. And I take it in my hand, I look at it. Think of oll the times I cursed you and wished for my life to be over, and the blade closes in on my arm. it gets closer and closer, life flashes before my eyes, and at the last moment I chicken out. But I cant live like that anymore. One of these days I'm really going to do it, and all the pain will be gone. I will be able to live in peace... in calmness... only in death will I be able to live...